Sunday, January 14, 2024

aubade. liberation: 1.14. 2024

News, 2024 1.14.2023 

The Liberation 

911 emergency services confederate secessionist infiltration slows down my upload, fb, with false phone recent calls page through FBI carolinas secessionist network. mittler shouting in my area seems to think it.s her hatred determining this majestic all invasive response.

Elon Musk is either being represented or is adverse to any investments other than Jewish male, as a matter of fact, resents women investing in a stock portfolio - moments after January 8th.s wall street journal.s investing monthly. Tesla stock had a 102% return.

That means obstruction in trading, that means major blocks of time applied to matters beyond investing, including complaints to the Department of Justice. Keep in mind. DAYS of interference.

So far? 

1. 4 hours trying to place dispute with Citibank on 1.13.2024. Prior to that same offshore male/ female duo blocked my subscription to wall street journal and digital bundle wsj, barrons, investment today for a continuuum of about 8 days including ersatz cartaceous delivery.

all Indian, offshore extreme  prejudice gendered ring: abducting/ killing children of citizens for the insertion within egalitarian families of royal imperial brothel children who resemble country regents.

It.s very difficult to address the pain generated by such a plan: better a non invasive personally chosen approach after an as quick as possible consultation as to sources available.

Mine: cannabis and rest. Scheduling time to address daily living issues, due to an overabundance of harm heaped on starting from neighbors to agencies, etc. 

Strategizing helps. Give yourself ten minutes to do x , and stick to it.

If one application is smothered with siege, detach, and apply yourself to issues more easily addressed, etc; 

While in the US availability of art work , in literature seems to be the organizing feature, like , where is Frank O. Hara.s poem The Sea Is Awash with Roses- maybe Ashley Davis of the SS integrative FBI fed plaza team can make something of Awash as she did with Woke,

In Italy the alterations to a people.s vision are textual.

So Salvatore Quasimodo , a Sicilian Nobel Prize for Literature recipient is shortened to a stupid popul- fascist rhyme: cuore to " cuor", " luce" to " sole" : sun as a trite and obscene vilification of Southern Italian culture, by a team up trying to reinvigorate a scarlet pimpernel/ English capture through British protectorate, Napoleonic cession of Italy.s independence to hapsburg spies in an effort to destroy, yet again, the egalitarian Republic into a kingdom of Italy.

There are ENORMOUSLY DIFFICULT blows we are FORCED to absorb with as little a preparation as possible, even in terms of an approach to take. What approach? 

There is a void comparable to the impact of a death in the life of a citizen that no civic class addressed, EVER, as a possibility to regroup from and then fight for liberation. 

My body feels much better since my mom.s death. I.ve been paying attention. I no longer am unaware of the psychological harm from customer agents prepped to bash  battery upon battery on you in terms of delays in conversations, conversations not involving you at any point but following a life established then by the customer agent, refusals to resolve issues, refusals to prevent financial loss : from Ameritrade seven thousand dollars a month by slow drain covered by a resale of the account to Charles Schwab, along now with Citibank setting my account for closure by March 2024, customer agents saying that there was no March  deadline instead, not even bothering to make me culpable in any way , can t get through to Merrill Lynch, can.t get through to bank accounts, agents playing royally slave-stupid to citizen requests,   issues unsolvable: whether by choice or not, I did not know how to address these issues, expected my mother to, she may or may not have known how herself, and there went who we were to one another, submerged in a smother composed of the hate of relatives, so called relatives, neighbors, employed personnel, friends related to chamberlain, refusal here, fraud there, delays in addressing important fiscal matters: my mother.s attorney hasn.t called me back since 2021.her real estate  agent thinks he can own me through Queens surrogate probate case 2022- 3362.

I stopped when I found myself shaking after another abusive call and started applying salve after salve and the recoup is slow. 

I barely notice my body not as tense,me not as sad, worried, in shock.

This at 65.
And there was no escaping them when my mom was alive.

They do reflux , the vituperative clamor lessening slightly after 3 years from mom.s death, she left her real children of hate bereft and direction less, they continue to accrue outside my door, at the side of my house,bashing the air conditioning grill because for one whose conceptualizations are enabling, I m a Jew or a lesbian who is aching for punishment  for she can.t take me in the neighborhood anymore.

a neighborhood I had been born in.
a neighborhood that started repeating my thought in unison for english capture colonial v. Was of Independence,  through old robber baron/ tammany hall indentured slavery circuits back in the Clinton years. who knows where they are now. One.s a thinning Irish hair ghost after she landed her daughter in an English crown  brothel.the others gone.keil.s gardening center replaced with a jefferson/ gray davis cannibal holding tank as an elementary school and, across the street. A reform mural of what you and Christ need to look like: a dark blond, blue eyed gray davis deity.this won from the old bnai birth synagogue I went for help to once. they looked disapproving.they said they knew of my mother. The did nothing. Much like the HRA, not responding once, since 2000, to frequent requests for counselling to address domestic abuse. 

And now this: I stand to lose everything.

brokering a slightly better healthier life for myself as best for me, the improvement infinitesimal, still there.

seems like " the families " - I have NO IDEA what units they are- who I barely knew and used my mother,  were used by my mother to provide  palliative approaches to her hatred of me, why?  and her need to defraud me turned against me after her death, listed by rosa de cristofaro, not her real name.


This so sealed after decades the police did not call me to inform me of her death. They did.


I learned to avoid all harm  from them. Still am learning.

And, after 3 years, my body is just beginning to relax in ways it never could when the threat to kill me  had not been revealed, to a third party, as rosa cavallo did, on the phone, saying she could.ve caught two birds with one stone, after my mother.s murder and subsequent ritzy cannibalization for profit.

The healing takes forever.

My house has trace of my mother anymore.
She s fix me something to eat smiling and she.d arrange me as a false arrest and say that under no circumstances would I be buried in the de cristofaro family crypt in San marcellino which is no longer there, and neither is my father.s body who she and her team ate to claim royal prejudice,  disinterred and chucked where, after ten years of burial, my mother.s supposed relatives claiming that during a bond cleaning his small finger was absent. Then a nasty look undecipherable. 

I spent most of my life in a state of " what ?" because I was being constructed as an abuse case to local police by its precinct.s parochial secessionist confederate slavist and worse infiltration.

Now?

I don.t care if I have to bivouac on the street by now.

 cannabis, a competent, constitutional lawyer and time will fine hone my liberation.
If this falls through, I. m already thinking of personal investments, this, that.

I could.ve made thousands of dollars from 2021 with professional assistance in terms of limited time investments in banks and stocks. Some show a 400 % return. 

Merrill Lynch Charles Schwab Ameritrade did not contact me ONCE. Their only talk is a preventive push. toward  loss to them for their current arrangement.


I was exposed to extreme pain by all mentioned for their gain and my loss throughout my life in a chokehold so severe I couldn't.t even secure employment at The Strand which tried to whore me as soon as it employed me and thanks for that clarification.

Heading toward liberation: how exposure to constitutional business practices by the wall street journal for one are healing. Even in terms of it's paper supply it.s less fibrously acid and staining than the New York Times. 


Imagine a carnet of investments that objected to relatives selling my body parts to well to do, celeb  vip cannibals for a papal meet up close! A private conference with Charles the third.

I stopped the child killing in two of my homes by not moving out, by upkeep within a context of disastrous dumping and damage to another, insults at how easy it was to defraud me of 64 w fenimore street valley stream through Michael stripe of R.E.M. as a Georgia prize capture got from Athens and " modern" groups like the B52s - any airforce non compliant around within hearing? Rock and Roll team up.

I wiped out my entire rock and roll collection. recycled all plastics, paper sleeves after years of not knowing how and being distressed by the alterings of a freeing rock ditty into an - I abuse women and proud of it- 

1.dupe involving break ins no sign of forced entry; 

2. dupe involving me contacting duped party to warn of slanderous dupe;

3. no reply from duped, duped agency employing duped, EVER.


so now it.s me wanting to find the time to sit play record what I want to to play when the mind reading meant to kill you through lobotomies surrogate court staff is trying to organize sounds loud.


Too much, too little. 

Ciao, new cow world.
Going back to my endangered category protections, and soft, clean blanket cuddles until I feel better.


maybe I.ll survive the torture.

I wish my mother had.

I wish her the best, in death or if alive, too much pain in her life indicates the reality of a pardon.

I wish I could.ve helped: how. hostile to me I was the least likely support system she could.ve used to get her out of war brutalizations that poisoned life since 1918.

I do wish her well.

In death I think Dad deserves a place near Frank  O.Hara , a marine, a poet, and she as far away from prim and proper as a good Catholic - which order, deadly?- wife.


She was a genius and a sghiribizza. brutalized by a war that nearly killed me too.it.s funny. I never forget or forgive out of a concern for my and other.s safety knowing the full extent of both risk and pain. And yet, in her case, I do see the possibility of healing and happiness. Even in death.

How serious a racist could she have been if she triumphed Bernard Meltzer,  a nutritionist/  investment analyzer radio talk show artist from the 80s.

Clearing papers after death: 


The quietest thing, a moment touching, and of real beauty: she had a special place for a paper towel.s small strawberry design ,put in an acetate envelope window folded over.as if she likes to retrieve and look at the patterns, the drawing delicate and beautiful.


And look at the morass of crass she had to contend to.

She did.
I did not.

off she went: I would.ve liked to see her enjoy herself more, live free and independently.

Mom at 100 on a bike in a small independent protected Andalusian beach town. 

too bad her killers wanted her there and it worked.

so long mom. so long dad. 
what was done to you was wrong.

I look around, at the house.

You.re no longer here. The house is quiet. as if it were a necessarily quiet moment in a transition of ghosts that somehow chose to be my parents. 

This is my life after you.

I always took the shouting to be untrue, a crisis, a moment.


Before leaving for vacation my mother told me to think about coming over to legally add my name to the properties.


The probate and its prime movers do not because the screaming was a result of their sowing, and 
we got out of a great depression we can get out of this


but none of the culpable are.

Imagine trying to secure TWICE  a court order of protection from them being thrown in for observation I stead by an arbitrator, now a probate judge aiming to leave me penniless.


In the end: arrivederci,  stelle.































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