War Bulletin Before Coffee, from New York City 11.18.2021

 War Bulletin Before Coffee, from New York City 11.18.2021

lilli cavallo - de grou-  said to have accessed my premises.plans her brother.s presence, then her father.s then the marzella, then the hughues then me mutilated in a box. or will invade - in a day or two -unable to establish the truth of the latest expectorations;

111NYPD said to have declared war on queens,nyc to allow mittler : extreme prejudice, related to the de grou " who are boers" .mittler responsible also for lines of concentration that aim at upper respiratory and circulatory systems - the heart mostly- since Vietnam is planning on extended torture in brothels as she did with the local Jewish community at the inception of this slaughter, 28 years ago;

some of the librarian team at east flushing library intimidate into slavery - extreme enmity-, also in the westchester area plan on claiming I.m not me, and suspending my account, also through mittler.money exchanged hands at the precinct to seize me;

45 on 45th ave, between 196th street and francis lewis will invade for extreme enmity through the episcopalians;

mittler holes out on 44th ave, between the same streets to seize all control of queens.st nick.s, on 196th and northern blvd,  backs mittler " for now" ;

st kevin.s on 45th one block west of 196th backs hamiltonian genocide and extreme enmity;

for the cockamamie mittlers, this line of concentration,repeating my thought 24/7 for the past 11 years is replete with significance: will continue to do so because it.s connected to her coup in Europe and her complete seizure of power there;

intellectual theft from the beat was orchestrated by mittlers and leon; same with Frank O. Hara.s work;

I.m being seized to some psych hospital, again, through and for this network;

mittlers refers to critique among those in collusion with these plans as " dissention among our troops";

mittlers also collects info on CUNY - QUEENS COLLEGE students to harm them like she harmed me

Just read that tuition is about $500.00 plus a credit;

in the meantime, I.m doing well, gage the extent of these statements, and gamble on whether the gable will fall or not on my head.since last night mittlers arranged statements such as - she.s at the door, peter shoot her-, then shooting threats for another two or so times, torture, then mutilation and " boxing" this within less than ten minutes of my waking, it now being 5.34am. 

I.ve analyzed my emotions,my psychological states, and I.ve come to the understanding that, through not caring whether I live or die because my life is not above that of a child that.mittler slaughters for food,or an  unknown troop, and that mittlers and the threat they represent must be stopped so that globally, we can live free lives again.I gaged my abilities, and am working on slowly integrating others within this system 

alive for now as Alex Maffei, in live as Aidan Alex Valerie St Just Maffei, thank those big, shining stars up in the sky daily my father called me Lucia June at birth, and get on with it, learning that places like teen challenge, some christian reformatory place,  are responsible for extreme abduction and removal seizures at 3.00am from the new yorker and am better able to understand what to face. I will deploy and peel mittlers.s face right off the planet for hating me so much I could feel her presence overseas as an expat, as a child! which still is no end of wonder, indignation and a source of contempt to me.there I am, this little thing, barely aware of the Vietnam war, hearing the name - hitler- made in connection with a flash photo session of european citizens thrown in street ditches by a ritzy cunningham cracker daughter of a nazi mom too.this in my head, I remember it so clearly, as if I recognized it,him, his past historical significance, how that could be I don.t know, except as a war act of concentration.I had never even heard his name made ONCE before. It was  cajole me into some awareness and acceptance.I found the photo grueling,in 1969, at 10 years of age, and was horrified, and seized by a certain cold immobility, I equiparate to the effect greek tyrants must.ve had on the free.from then on, I refused to be alone with monica cunningham, and got mittler, eventually, thrown in the batter, still convinced she.s effective. 

After a point, and if you survive their overwhelming, groteque, brutish harm, you are less traumatized, and you still are yourself, and you still make choices on how to apply yourself within the flow of life.

mittler.s effect, brutality and slaughter insures you as a presence in the world forever, eternal: how can you ever forget the hollows and the horror of losing others, me my father through concentration to a better relationship between us, and,at his death, to his body being cannibalized by my mother.s side, and by celebrities, and by notables who see themselves as towering above others in a vaporously isotopic conceptualization of privilege afforded to no one, ever, by anyone, living or dead, except by themselves. plus you love the world so much, how can you not resent being forced away from its contemplation by a brute like mittler. and, as you love the world, you love its dead, those who died for it, want to meet them to express your love for them, just to look into each other.s eyes for awhile to celebrate each other and be on your merry way. 

mittler seems brittle in comparison.

Oh, and when Kurt Vonnegut, a satirist who survived the ww2 dresden slaughters and human pantries,  was alive he was never a " jr".

mittlers bans me from working at a university, or with college students;

lieutenant female, " stazza" with crown contacts at 111 NYPD working on my " false arrest" not so easily arranged as in the past, so she,they lose prestige among their own, but insist they do not, did not, and are as good as they ever were.

after the shock, you learn how to stop its build up, even external as an act of concentration: put yourself in a safe place, or, self.generated: do the same, stop the symptoms from accruing : a cold, a nervous shaking, a feeling of revulsion generating in one.s repro organ area. don.t indulge, it could be deadly, record the feeling, go back to it so you can develop a quick response escape hatch practice. 

personally I need to insure it never happens again. that.s my makeup. so, lost civilization of gomorrah and jericho, here come mittler and.

plus, who wants to lose even one split second of my life on this planet, in anticipation of what? when mittler the concept bites the dust? It defeats the purpose, exactly by not being the purpose at all, but an obstruction to the purpose.

so,while this was going down yesterday I hand washed,read,relaxed,recorded,downloaded photos of artwork I love and am thinking of making a traveling packet of, ate my own cooking, brewed coffee, washed my floors twice, contributed comments on fb, wrote a series of posts,wrote three poems,erased three poems or two, need to understand the feel and direction, and what did mittler do but try to plant more dream images my way, create states of befuddlement, try to plan my lynching and death by repeating my thought 24/7 again, by now a noise in the distance I barely pay attention to, and who mittler doesn.t even know if it.s mine because also,she warps it beyond recognition to suit her socioserial pulsions.

it.s not remember to smell the flowers, it.s smell the flowers and wack who tries to stop you after you hone in on why. how works itself out as quickly as light and color change in the skies, so.  learn a new skill everyday, it keeps arthritis away.

and, I.ve been smoking in honor of General John J Pershing. Nimitz wasn.t a slouch either.